They say hindsight is 20/20. Well, no kidding. If I knew what I know now back then, the last 7 years could have been less stressful and full of more answers instead of constant questioning and frustration. I suppose we should have known when at 2 months old Marik was rolling over already trying to crawl (not kidding, actually attempting to crawl and getting ANGRY about not accomplishing it).
Then again, maybe I should have known when he was born and the hospital pediatrician came in to check on him, and he was holding his head up and looking all around at everything to which she said, “Huh, he’s a strong one isn’t he? Not many newborns can do that.” And then she made a note to his pediatrician in his chart…
Maybe we should have known when for the first 4 months of his life he HAD to sleep on me at night or else he would scream inconsolably until he did. We thought he just wanted mommy, maybe it was something else…
Maybe we should have known when he was two and a half weeks late. ..
Maybe there were things we thought were just “Marik’ish” that should have set off more red flags…
Maybe we are just parents trying to do the best for our kid and feel like we are fighting a losing battle… …continue reading






